Posts Tagged ‘Personal’

My Extra Tumblr Blog

Posted: January 31, 2014 in Uncategorized
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So I’m having a mixed episode of my bipolar disorder: “mild” mania and some depression thrown in for good measure. I thought… why not start a tumblr devoted to coffee. I mean for me coffee is just about as necessary as air. However due the mixed episode I can’t be having extra stimulants, so I’ve been near dying without coffee. Tomorrow I will have had a week of no coffee; for me that’s like I don’t know minimum three mugs a day so upwards of twenty one missed coffees.

The plan for this new tumblr is to share the coffees that I have, like instagram but no stupid editing, as well as introducing a new lexicon centered around coffee. At least I can do the coffee based terms’ definitions until I can start having coffee again. Then I thought maybe I should share my experiences as a gaymer, I tend to be drinking coffee when I play games sometimes, so it’s been decided that this tumblr should also be have gaming experiences. Such as opinions or reviews as well as crazy shit that has gone down whilst playing some video games.

So without further ado I present to you: Gayming and Coffee with Gehenna27

Strange to think that the last I blogged I was was less than two decades old. Yes this post did just take a bit of an “I’m getting older” tangent. I’m just to carry on being clichéd by saying that with age comes wisdom> I don’t really feel that I have gotten wiser over the years. Still make the same mistakes but what I do have is more life experience though I never really planned on that. Anyway I’m only really choosing to blog today because if I didn’t it would mean that I did not blog at all in September and we can’t have that now can we, not when I’m supposed to be resurrecting my blog or at least trying to.

So after four years my bipolar disorder decides that it wants to reach over and grab the steering wheel again. You have to give it some credit, it bided its time for about eighteen months, letting trigger-events pile up so it could finally send me over the edge once more. All in all I think I coped with it pretty well. Good practice for the future because I know that this isn’t the first episode I’ve had and certainly won’t be the last despite being on medication.

Return from Hiatus

Posted: July 22, 2011 in Uncategorized
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So it has been quite a while since I last  blogged, well I’m attempting to return to blogging so you can expecting more posts from me in the future, I hope.

On a positive note I do have a proper blogpost that I will release next 🙂

Space Available

Posted: July 12, 2010 in Uncategorized
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Follow up on previous post. So the friendship debacle has been settled. It’s over and I’m moving on. I like to think that instead of leaving a hole this has made space available for new friends who will like me for me. I won’t waste my time if they’re not worth the effort.

Incomplete

Posted: July 4, 2010 in Uncategorized
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Without your friends who are you? If you lose a friend you lose a part of who you are. Friends define you, they flesh out your personality and bring out both the best and the worst in you. They make life more bearable. They’re always there for you. Unless you fuck up so bad and you lose them as friends. Then you’re left wondering how it all went wrong and hoping with all your heart that it can be fixed, that you can just be friends again and all your problems will disappear.

Deceit

Posted: June 27, 2010 in Uncategorized
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So I have been using a chat service for a number of years under an assumed name. People have grown to trust and even like me but little did they know that I was using a false name all the while. I want to point out that it was only my name I lied about but not that they could be certain of that. Now I’m trying to undo the damage I’ve caused through all this deceit and it’s going reasonably well, they tell me they’re cool with it. Others haven’t taken it so well, not that I blame them. What I want is for them to just accept the logic behind my lies but it seems that for some this is too much to ask.